morning: no

afternoon: no

evening: no

hopefully i will get to see star trek today! i really want to see it!

i’m glad i made the decision to stop talking to him. i’m still hurt over it, but it’s for the better. i deserve better than him. i deserve to be put first, and to not be a second choice. i’m a fragile person and i need someone to be there for me. i get attached too easily, but then i never fully allow myself to care for someone. because if i were to do that i would be vulnerable  and i can’t do that. i just can’t. i need someone who is going to make me the best person i can be. someone who actually cares for me, and not just to make another girl jealous. i need someone to not judge me, or ignore me, or forget about me when other girls are there. i need someone, and he’s not the one i need.